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Sunday, September 25, 2005 

"妈。。。你以前,在我们出生之前,养我们的想法, 和现在你在养我们的方法一样吗?" i asked my mom this while we were on our way to her shop, because i just think that i might not be able to treat my kids the way i want, like wat my parents are doing.... then she asked mi whether did i ask this qn just because she always scolds mi abt playing too much comp games... i replied no... n she asked mi issit because i feel neglected.. ( or sth somewhere upon that line)... suddenly, tears began to well up into my eyes... but i tried to to let them drop... my mum began to explain her view abt why our family is not the typical family, n she asked mi whether i'm angry at her..... of course i said no lah... i wanted to tell her that i felt really sorry towards the family (more towards her) coz i dun tink much for the family..... i dunno whether she knows that.... while i'm moving the gds to n fro... whenever i tink abt that conversation we had just now, my eyes would just get watery..... really can't help it....