y do i keep looking back... :/

i've always thought that he's invincible... but i guess not...

... always thought that i'll not feel anything for him since we never communicate... but i'm wrong...

m i feeling sad because of the extra responsibilities that i'm going to have to assume? or because the pillar of the family has fallen....?

is the rest of my family dramatizing everything? or is this what they will do when this kinda thing happen....?

i don't know...

i'm wrong... :/ think i'm too addicted to being depressed... so i dun wanna get out of it.....think it's coz my life is too boring le :p

sometimes if u're feeling sad over little things, u just have to put on a mask...


depression is starting to kick in ......

i know it's not right to want to be needed by someone... to want to be useful to someone... to want to be important to someone... but i m this sort of person... how leh?

Love is made up of loyalty, belief, feeling, dependency and sexual desire. A right combination of these stuff would enable a relationship to last forever. .... this is what i believe la :p hiy.......