y do i keep looking back... :/

• curry fishhead for 2 (16 RM)
• 1 penang laksa (2.50 RM)
• 2 pieces of cakes from secret recipe (13 RM)
• 1 small slice of cheesecake (2.50 RM)
• 1 tea egg (0.50 RM)
• 1 bottle of luo han guo (2 RM)
• 1 kambing soup (5.50 RM)
• 1 fried kuay tiao (3 RM)
• 3 BBQ chicken wings (ard 5 RM)
• 1 cheng teng (1.50 RM)

total= ard 25 sing dollars

that's what we spent on food in JB from noon till 8 plus tonight

woke up at the climax of my nightmare just now... scary...... i couldn't rem all the details, but the story goes like this....

• the location was at my old house, at chong pang, in yishun... there were unidentified creatures which could take on the appearance of anybody. n they could easily kill people... there's one way that i somehow overheard.. it's that theycould shrink n hide in anything. When you never notice, they'll just enter through the back of ur head. I was in the market when alien creatures started appearing. I ran all the way home. along the way, i could kinda c ppl that have been overtaken by th ealien creatures, coz i could hear them saying what they wanna do to humans, how they could do it.The first floor was locked, so i ran up to the second floor. ( i was living in a shophouse in yishun) then i saw my brother wearing his pri sch clothes. immediately, i knew sth was wrong. but the only way to safety was the door on the 2nd floor. n i was standing on the stairs at tat time. i called for my mom. i kept calling. my "brother" seemed to enjoy looking at me panicking. He had this taunting look on his face. Suddenly, he spitted on me, then.... i just woke up... and it's 5.45am... this nightmare kinda scared the hell out of me :/

6 wks in sch... i think it passed as quickly as i can say it... the diff between then n now would b...

• a bit more friens
• findin out aGAin that schwork isn't as easy as it seems
• more able to find my way in sch
• lesser money :/
• a new 4-in-1 photocopier :p
• 2 wallets lesser :(
• cool ash coloured hair
• longer hair

when this sem ends, i wish another thing that would b different.. all my subjects. so, that means i'll not b da-bao-ing any subjects la :p

it seems i still cannot get used to being alone sometimes... this afternoon when i suei suei can't get my classmates to eat with me, i began to panic a bit.. just a bit... calmed myself down by willing myself to focus on just buying the food, n not looking at the other ppl who were sitting with their bunch of friens... wanted to call vinc, or ck or some other ppl, but i felt it wasn't right just to call them when i nd help, so i didn't... lucky, one of my friens whom i accompanied to the canteen, asked me to join him with his friens.. so the crisis was over... otherwise, i would b eating by myself n i would keep thinking of how alone i m :( .. but lucky again, this kind of incident doesn't always occur...

happiness... wish i'll find some everyday :/